Anonymous asked: azwa, how to be istiqamah? ='(
Assalammualaikum wbt Anon. I hope this answer find you in the best state of health and imaan :)
First thing, I took quite awhile to map out the best answer for you but honestly, it’s hard on my behalf to give you a seemingly the perfect answer because I’ve been asking myself a whole lot too regarding this issue.
I might not be the best person to be asked, really. Nevertheless, I’ll try my best, insyaAllah.
Different people have different struggles, no? I have mine, and mine seems to be bigger than this universe. I struggle on daily basis, and it ain’t an easy one I gotta be frank.
If, let say IF, people see me as someone who’s strong enough to face this world and commit to my ‘new phase’, honestly I gotta say, nay sometimes the commitment subdues. Takut kan when we suddenly realize oh no the imaan’s getting weaker and we, either intentionally or unintentionally, distance ourselves from Allah swt.
Tapi, whatever it is, even though it seems reaaaal hard to be istiqamah and we allow ourselves slacking off, NEVER EVER leave alQuran behind. Seriously, never ever do that.
To me, however hard the temptations get me, however lazy I am to do this and that for Allah, I just know leaving alQuran behind is the ultimate ‘bye bye’ of being istiqamah.
We might be slacking off; skipping the puasa sunat, solat sunat, sadaqah whatnots. We might feel malas or just not ‘in the mood’ to upgrade our good deeds, but alQuran is the catalyst and motivation for us to get back up once again.
Sorta the fuel, or perhaps the energy drink to boost our poor state of imaan. Get me? ;)
Just for the time being, don’t leave alQuran. Not even for one day. I didn’t read it yesterday so I felt extremely guilty and afraid by doing so the shaytaan’s having the fun time. A day without alQuran is like giving the shaytaan big chances to destroy us, to destroy our imaan. And with that, the end of our effort to be istiqamah in whatever deeds.
Al Quran, aside than prayers, is one way to strengthen our relationship with Allah swt and it has lotsa reminders in it. Eventually when we keep on reading it, we’ll go through verses that’ll help to boost our imaan and make us stand firmly on the path of Allah, insyaAllah.
Hopefully, we’ll succeed, ameen.
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